Life has been a never ending roller coaster of emotions and events, throughout which I have experimented with various form of chemicals to try to reign in the derailed train that is my mind.
Today is day one of a personal experiment and self observation. Fear and anxiety turns my stomach as anticipation of the following months paralyses my rationality. Torn by thoughts of losing everything and becoming lost in my self created nightmares, an empty vessel sailing crewless through the dark.
Maybe it will be different this time.........We'll see.
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